I am thinking about the things in the past. I realized, it has been almost 7 months when I was all messed up. Bored with my life, wanting a new. Have I been curious or has it been the reflection of the unconscious craving for something, someone better. Who would know? I know who and what I am so well but when it comes to something I want, I argue with my own self. Frequently I lose focus deciding on what is necessary from what's inessential. How bad could it be if I cease thinking and anticipating on things that are yet to come? No.. I should be ready. I shouldn't be putting down my shields.. my defenses. It will help me in the long run.
Though it scares me i still find being inlove is a wonder. It gives endless illumination to the darkened soul. It radiates throughout and gives life to ones diminishing glow. You gave me love... unconditional, it may have extra baggages before but its now my own. We can always promise that we can stay together.. we can promise that we will keep loving each other.. but there are inevitables.. we can only promise now and hope that it will stay that way forever.
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