Destiny.. What is?

I never sincerely believed in destiny... A lot of people say, when you meet that someone special God has chosen for you, whatever you do, no matter how hard you try to escape, if you belong to each other's arms, you will be..

Being inlove is keeping yourself enclosed in a cage even when its door is left open. Falling inlove itself though is not something that you have to decide for, its staying inlove that does. Love is never forceful, and its not a very easy path that most people imagine. Before you get in, you have the option to stay or not to stay. You have the free will to end it right right there and then or to give a chance and live with it forever. If its a dead end, atleast, one wouldn't spend the rest of their lifetime wondering what's in store for them.

True, I somehow fought the idea of destiny, but i started to believe in it when I met you. I mocked the people who wait for the right person to come along, but because of you, I learned that waiting is better than making a choice from what's available. I heard someone saying, love/relationship is like searching for something that you lost or misplaced. You tend to even turn everything up side down to find it and when you finally give up looking, it will just show up. I din't search for you.. you just came.. I can tell that its merely impossible to find such a wonderful creature out of the hundreds of thousand people signed up from where I've known you.. I'm certain that fate made its toll and that toll was more than amazing. When we kissed that night, it said it all.. it defined all unspoken words. Oh how sweet your lips were, until now I still can feel the sensation from the first, and every single time we do.. I just hope and pray that this gesture, the romance will never become just a routine. Iloveyou, and I will say it every day. Thank you for taking the chances.. Thank you for giving it a try.. I owe you my everything..

In Love

Funny how people fall in love... They are into undefinable behavior. They can, well figuratively cross the oceans for the sake of that someone they love..

That's what I am right now. It is such a delightful feeling. It warms my heart... If I was Edward, you must be my Bella. I don't know what you can do, or its extent, if you can fight for me when its needed, or will you just give up on me. I obliterated what lies ahead... I have forgotten or shall I say Icouldn't care less about the "WHAT IFs". I simply just want the sensibility to stay. I don't want to look beyond the day after tomorrow. I want to live one day at a time. But you know what I am looking forward to? It's to grow old with you. I promise I will be your best friend, your companion as we wait for the day when we finally leave this world. I will still love you even after the romance is long gone. I will still kiss you, embrace you, fix your hair and touch your wrinkled skin and face. I will still love your scent even if its almost the same as the fume of the earth. I will still call you my girl and will still tell you each day how much iloveyou.. I will still hold your hand when there's nothing else to speak about. I will still look, gaze at you as if you are still the most beautiful woman in the world, but ofcourse, in my eyes, you will remain that way.

Now, you promise me, nomatter what happens, stay with me. Keep loving me and never let me go. Aftertoday, I know there's a lot more perplex situation along the way, but I need you to be strong... We both have to be strong... iloveyou.. that's eternal.

My Better Half

I can go out to the ends of the earth in search for true love, but why shall I if that person is right next to me now?

They say destiny will take you to where you belong.. Indeed, it did... it took me to where you are. There is no one in this whole world who can turn me into something I want to be, but you. When I found you, I have been floating in mid air, drifted by whatever current there is. You saved me! All my life, I have waited for this love to be complemented, people come and go but there was no fufillment, no contentment as there was a hollow space within, there was a piece missing, You completed me that very same day, you ended my long waiting and wandering. You fitted perfectly to my "what might have beens"... I can only wish you can see the glory in my eyes whenever I look at you. I can only wish you can feel the beat of my heart exemplfying your very own name. I can only hope for you to stay forever, because I don't want to wait another lifetime finding you. I only have one life and I want to make it last with you in it. Dreams are just dreams until they become real, and you made everything, all things alive and true. It's crazy, yes I know, you find me crazy for loving you, but what's sanity if you're not in my story? I can only do so much, I cannot be perfect and I couldn't fulfill the whole person you have dreamt of, but I am grateful still that you defied the norm just for me to call you my own. I will never trade my dark and stormy sky with any fine weather just as long as you are there holding my hand as we watch the menace devour the earth.

It's funny how you managed to love me like this, but let it be.. you have conformed my own destiny. Iloveyou... keep living as I am not that strong to conquer life's obstacle without you.

Sentimental Garbage

Graphical...

Insolently obscured fabricated thoughts.. I know it not, I've seen it not.. But its so vivid as if I have literally seen it.

I want to know it all but knowing everything hurts sometimes regardless if it's the present or the past. It keeps coming into life nomatter how I try to be oblivious.. It evades my defenses.. it shatters my soul.. Your honesty pains and discomforts me, but it doesnt mean i want you to stop.. speak to me your words, reveal to me your mind.. let the truth be not concealed because i'd rather be bruised but is aware where i stand than thinking all is well and will end up otherwise.

I set no bounderies when I fall inlove.. even the fury of hell or the condemnation of heavens cannot hold me back and keep me from loving you.. you have had your turns, that I don't care... I dont mind.. i dont need to be your first... i just need you to make me your last.