A Letter From A Friend 23-Dec 2010

**Just found this while turning my things upside down.. I decided to have it be written down before it vanishes as its in scribed on a paper.. deep thanks to you too..my friend**

It's always hard to start a letter so let me get straight to the point. You always thank me for being there for you, for letting you drag me into situations, for being a friend. But I say, "Thank you!" thank you for giving me the chance to be a friend. Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve the credits you're giving me. Because the truth is I should be the one giving the credits to you. Whenever things go wrong and you let me be there for you, it makes me feel good. Remember when I told you that I want to be somebody's hero??? You make me feel that way tsong. And I didn't get the chance to tell you sooner because I was too busy dealing with other nonsense things. I have so many issues within me that I sometimes neglect the thing that I have, things I'm lucky I have -- You, your friendship, your life(specially you love life, hehe). Thanks for sharing it all with me. Merely saying these words can't even validate how grateful I am. I'm sorry if I'm not giving you the same chance, maybe someday. But for now I just want to give the recognition to you. I couldn't ask for a better gify, even if its the same every year for the rest of my life. Thank you tsong! I love you! Happy Holidays!

Melancholic

Trully wonderful having your face to be the last I see before I sleep. Hearing you breathe, feeling your heartbeat, smelling your scent before the night completely consumes me. You being there gives me serenity..

As soon as we ended our conversation..I felt the deepest loneliness ever in my entire life.. Tears kept falling, I wanted it to cease but it pains even more trying to..you are nowhere near now..its tough, too darn difficult to think that I won't be with you for a long time.. you are the only reason why I am excited to wake up each day and to get off work cause it won't be long and I'd be with you again.. its for us both I know.. but mind at times is inferior to the heart.. and unlike a computer bug, this don't have fix.. or ailment of no cure.. it just is.. oh how I miss u.. like I always have that chill even during the warmest time of the day.. I'm longing for the comfort of your embrace.. the sweetness of your lips.. the touch.. that touch of your hand that assures me everything is fine.. the laugh you let out which always brightens my day.. i'm nothing without you..