Wishes, Hopes... Prayers

One.. two weeks.. its zooming.. I just can't believe its that fast. Well what can we do but to wish, hope and pray that whatever we have will remain, will stay intact no matter what.

Two days ago.. you became older. But its something to thank about because you're alive. I knew it was not a bash, you were restless and anxious, maybe because of stress, but I am still greatful that somehow, I saw a smile, the lovely smile that I always wish you wear truthfully. I can't completely describe how my heart leap everytime I see you beam at the same time shatter whenever I see that you're troubled, like my happiness is dependent on it. All I want in this life, as if its my only purpose, is to make you happy, to make everything easy for you. But now, how can I make that happen if my heart is losing its radiance. How can I possibly give you the delight when I'm in deep solitude. I've seen everything, all the possible things that proves it is happening, I still can't compose myself and be made to believe that this is really it.. that its sealed. I have been with you for eight months and each moment has been a wonder, but soon, very soon you will be away almost twice as much as we were together. I've been keeping the tears, somewhere and I hope it won't come near any sooner. I don't want to grieve because I know this is for the better. I want nothing but happy thoughts until we unite again.

I trust you like I never trusted anyone else. I will wait for you with great hopes that when you come back, we will again share the same things that we lways had.I know it wont go anywhere as we will keep it in our hearts. Please hold on tightly to our love.. don't ever let it go.

I am so deeply inlove with you... with my life.

The Rain

I have always hated the rain. It makes me sad, feeling misserable and alone. Whenever the air starts to cool down, I am certain that rain will come along and I start becoming weary. The past few months, I noticed, rain doesn't affect me that much anymore. I am thinking, I must have grown old with the feeling, or was it you that alleviated the discomfort I have whenever this condition happens. I am starting to believe that you are a magician. You make something appear or disappear in thin air. You probably could be a doctor as you always make my pains disappear. Another time I think you are a clown coz you make me laugh without reason what so ever. But one thing is for sure, you are my love - my life rolled into one who makes my existence on earth worth while. ♥♥♥♥♥