Just got a taste of what they call life,
with the person I have now.
Unfortunately, a sudden twist of time came along.
she is leaving.
Now i took a turn and surprisingly, i met a wonderful soul
someone who has given color to my life.
Not quite sure if she is aware of what i really am.
Not certain if she can take the fact that behind her back,
i'm starting to fall for her..
Does she need to know?
Or will i just settle down in silence to a place
where she wouldn't dare go?
I am afraid she will serve me the verdict just like the cruel minds'.
Im scared.
So scared of losing a friend. So i'd rather keep these words unspoken
No, I don't want to take the risk.
I don't want to commit the same mistake again.
I have been there, I have done that.
Stupidity is the name of the game that so far I played best and I'm good with it..
So let me leave it that way.
Life really has it's own mean way of making you feel empty,
then giving you what can fill it in..
but at the end, will leave you hanging..
no assurance..
no happy endings..
Life. what an endless journey..
it's always like this..
been confused what to do and what not to do.
Does it really have to be this complicated?
not wanting to take a chance or making a choice drowns me deeper.
i feel i am a lose...
but what can i do? what do i need to do?
