Today, a day like any other day...

(But the best day to look back to...)
Oct 30th, 2011 marks the 12 mos. of our togetherness

You are there, and I am here.. We are celebrating our event in two separate places and time.
But regardless of the distance... nothing will make me less inloved with you.. I was misplaced.. distressed.. unwhole.. disorriented.. uncontented and lost. But when I met you, the elements of the universe conspired and put me back together. Who said angels only are from heaven? I don't agree as I found mine on earth. One without wings or halo and is not dressed in white. Angel of a great beauty and heart full of kindness, baby, that was you.

Life is complex, puzzling.. obscure. One may have lived five decades or so but still a lot of things in life is a mystery. Like us, we have been together for such a long time. We've learned the most what's and how's about one another but having that said, we still have a lot of things to discover, mysteries that are yet to uncover. It's not that we are hiding anything, these are the things that even us, to ourselves, aren't known. Baby, looking back to these 12 months, never cease to give my heart joy. We've talked about it over and over.. repeated each situation and how we came to where we are now - same story, same cause and effect. Still is and will forever be a story that I won't grow tired of reminscing.

Tonight, as of this writing, I am lonely not because I am alone. I am sad because i miss u.. twice as much. But I'm trying not to.. i see no point to be. I know you are there, still loving me in spite of you being away. Thank you for the love.. thank you for being my love.. and thank you for allowing me to love you. In time, you will be with me again. In time.... This is the day.. like any other day.. but a day that was made extra special when you've stepped into my life. You are being loved by me... so much.

Ruthless...

I heard something cracked... I guess it was my heart. This is a feeling I had after watching the video of a two-year old kid ran over by two cars. Not just some ordinary cars, big ones. How can it be possible that the person driving the car was unable to see the kid when in fact, she was there even before the vehicle came close? Well maybe the driver's eyes were shut, oh or can he be blind? Sensational! Then came the passers-by. Some did not even stop to look at the kid and some threw a glance but move on to their own ways. I cannot stand the thought of the other car, well truck that passed through as if nothing or noone's lying there. Is this how it is in China? I've always been wanting to see the Great Wall but now I'm scared. Like people in that place don't care if I fell off the walls, so why bother? lol! I don't hate Chinese and I'm in no position to condemn just because of this. Maybe there is an explanation. But still, whatever reason it is, I can't find justification for it. Rock on motherf****rs!!