Deep Sigh... Its All I Can Let Out

We started alright tonight. We talked, laugh.. looked silly and stuff. What we started did not end well and I was puzzled.. We were just making fun of each other when you suddenly came up with an idea - I declined. It looked so simple, I guess? That was why you.. probably... somehow... were ticked off. Am I right, or am I just feeling guilty of what I have done, or haven't done. It felt all wrong. I hate it when you turn your back on me without saying a word. I hate it when you leave me hanging not knowing what's wrong. I hate it when I am supposed to be upset yet I become the one to be blamed. I hate it when I shouldn't be at fault but turned out to be. Sometimes.. I can't understand how simplicity becomes so complex and leads to either me hurting you, or you hurting yourself. You said we should always talk things through. You said it'll be best to fix things on that same instance, what happened now? I told you I'll do everything for you, but now its tormenting me - I seem to fail that. I know you make all possible consideration on how I would feel, but tonight, your emotions must have blinded the rationality of your thoughts. It pains me, but I can understand. I can't blame you...