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| Sweetness of A Long Distance Lover |
This long distance relationship, as how I have known, was as bad as hell, but I realized it isn't, really. Being apart gave us room to test our dedication. It made us grow and deepen the feelings and helped us learn how to handle situations out of the ordinary. We are young at heart, playful and childish in so many ways, but we are old for our ages and mature enough to see through the complexity of a lot of things. We don't really have much of a serious conversations but we have been able to talk things through when it gets rough. We understand each other, or atleast, that's what we've always been trying to do even if at times we can't. We have some contradicting ideas that has caused our once in a while disputes, but that's what complements us right? I guess..
I never wished to have a perfect relationship or a perfect partner. I don't need someone who will agree to all my ways and just say yes when it should be a no. I needed somebody who disagrees and can stand for it. Someone who can show me I'm wrong in a good way. Someone who can point out my flaws and negativities but will understand. Someone who doesn't look at me superficially but sees the beauty within. Somebody who can manage to hold my hand after the pain and tears from a fight and can still say "I love you.. regardless". And finally, a person who'll never leave my side when time comes that I don't have anything else to give.
Do I still need to continue wishing? Do I keep searching? Nah.. I have her here.. It's all right here.. I've got all I needed, I've got all I wanted.. I can't ask for more.
