Written Out Of Despair

it's been a long time since the last i held you close to me..
things ain't the same now..
life has been so different since you've walked away..
it's never this cold..
it's never this weary..
it's never this tiresome..
back then, every morning is something to be excited about
because i knew its another new day to celebrate for having you..

now, i don't even know how the daylight looks like..
all i have is darkness..deafening silence..
there's no passing moment i failed to think about you..
about the way we once were..the way we used to be..
i want to cry..as often as i can..

its darn painful, but even though you left, i keep on loving you more..
the only problem is..i don't know how to show it anymore..
or if you would even let me again..
we've been through a lot, and we were able to make it through..
why would you leave me now?

would you ever come back?
would you possibly love me again?

life is supposed to be easier without you..
but why is it that i'm bleeding this hard?
why would i rather want to be with you and suffer?
yes, life would be hard i know, but its better
if we're together again..

i love you so much..i always do..
it has never been less..
in time, if you ever want to come back.
i'll be standing here.. on the same ground